I just remembered a camp song that portrays my afternoon:
"I am slowly going crazy. 1,2,3,4,5,6, switch. . . . crazy slowly am I going 6,5,4,3,2,1 switch."
*with hand motions *
:D
Edit:
Explanation: Technology is stupid, and I'm getting frustrated with the label printer my daddy just bought. . . . *grumbles * at least he's taking it back! :)
Tonight I (finally) feel. . . .
Rapture
Joy
Elation
relief
*sigh of relief *
loved, really loved
more full of hope than ever!
There really aren't words that can give how I am feeling right now. Have you ever been worried that a really good friendship was going out the door? Did you ever feel like a faded picture, a bedtime story never to be told again? I won't keep going, mainly cuz I'm too tired to think of any more sad and depressing things. . . plus, its hard to, when you're as happy as I am, because things all changed! So suddenly! Words cannot explain how my body, mind, and soul, feel right now. It's almost a feeling of euphoria, but in a good way. It's getting late, and I can't really think of how to make this post happier. . . Just know that I am happy now. I can honestly say that. Happiness, joy, relief, rapture, elation, whatever you would like to call it..... That's Brayden.
awake
refreshed
in a new style
excited for snowboarding
not excited for the ACT
not as perplexed
curious
considerate
comical
headache
hungry
still hopeful
confused about what I want to do next Semester
happy
loved
Today was a much better day than yesterday. Yay! :D
perplexed and mystified
forlorn
loved
senioritis
*sigh *
like I need to talk, with my voice, and my face, not a keyboard
tired
cold
dementia
faded
like I think about things WAY TOO MUCH!
still hopeful, always have hope, always
I don't know what to do. . . . I don't know what I did. . . I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.
I'm so confused.
I don't even know if I did anything . . . I think I am freaking out.
WHY DO I HAVE TO THINK SO MUCH?!
excited
sleepy
confident
loved
happy
not excited for the ACT
a bit stressed
enlightened
Yay! for a happy ending to a "start out bad" day! :D
psycho
full of energy
curious
ponderous
happy
like I still need a hug
stressed
tired
thoughtful
Well, my day really got better. .. . Let's hope it'll get EVEN BETTER! woot!
cold
alone
deserted
like a fading picture
like I'm going. . . going. . . gone?
confused
not excited for the ACT on Saturday
too busy
confused
tired
hungry
hopeful
What do I need to do? Why is this happening? It's only Tuesday. . .
More update on how I feel later today.
hungry
cold
tired
bogged down by school stuff
like old news
like I'm loved (if that makes any sense)
like playing a nice long game of Warcraft
like talking
like snowboarding
like riding a horse
like I need a hug
that my hair is getting too long again
weird
distant
happy
Basically, I have mixed emotions. I don't really know how to explain what I'm feeling right now. . . . Maybe I'll sleep on it tonight, eat on it later, and something will emerge . . . .
Random thought: Like the new blog change? :)
. . . rested
. . . . happy
. . . . special and loved
. . . like dancing
. . . . like eating a Peanut butter Hot Fudge Oreo shake ;)
. . . . like ripping up the slops on my NEW SNOWBOARD!!
. . . . like teaching people how to snowboard
. . . . at ease about college and scholarships
. . . . like a son again, because Dad is home
. . . . broke
. . . . like I need a job
. . . . that I don't want to take the ACT next week :S
. . . . warm
. . . . excited
Today is gonna be awesome!!
